Hi Kevin, My boyfriend and I have been together for 9 months now

Hi Kevin, My boyfriend and I have been together for 9 months now

We are having a break because I admitted I had emotionally cheated on him for 4 months during the time we’ve been together. I’ve already ended that affair before I told him the truth. It’s been 10 days now since the break started. But we already talked through a lot of stuffs, and already met 3 times. He told me he will make the final decision whether we should be together or not. But everytime we met, he hugged me and said he loves me, and even said he has hope and asked me to have hope too. I know I’m afraid of losing him. But at this moment, what should I do? Should I be paranoid about the final decision?

me and my boyfriend of 2 months were going out and we were super happy and closer then ever, then one night out with him i got extremely drunk and got with someone else, it was just a kiss but he saw and now he has no trust in me, he says its over because he cant trust me but i still want to get him back and i need to build his trust back up, i have sent him lots of messeges but he rarely replies, i am starting the no contact period but if he has said its over and doesnt trust me, where do i start in order to get his trust back? Read more